Nothing.

Or there is something.

Well, things have been slow in my personal life. I will put -xxx- on this part. Next topic.

I have been active on my Yaoi Blog @ Blogspot.com because I spend my free time reading mangas  and scanlation site updates more than ever - for this month. I go back to LJ once in awhile to check on the Yaoi journal updates, download free stuff from thes but most of the time I am in Dangerous Pleasure sanctuary. I download almost ALL of their completed projects. I'm still sane. I have to write the characters bios as fast as I could but I would end up piling up drafts on the blog. There goes my plan of cleaning my Yaoi Folder.

I am having trouble with my English grammar and since I don't have an editor, those drafts will keep piling up and my storage drive will keep expanding.

Amen.

I'm thinking, cos this is the only thing I can think as of this moment,
well, there;s nothing much to do since work for me is no-work-for-me, so most of the time,
i will put my ass on heat while crumbs of biscuits on my lap tickles me with annoyance.
That's when I would stand up and tell my husband,
"hey let's fuck".
NO - im only kidding ^^

Seriously,
life these days feels like a REAL FUJOSHI I have posted on Imeem's Fujoshi Certification Thread.
Why would I have the group members be certified as Fujoshis?
It's a waste of time for them to do so, since some of them do not have better connection to upload the pics faster. I wonder why Philippines is so stingy with their internet connection there. Hmm... oh well, I only wish my members to be more patient. Bless them.
Actually, I think it isn't a waste of time since being a Fujoshi makes you talk more of the delight of asian celebrities. The real ones, yes.
Yaoi can be confused mostly. Like it cna be categorized as Bara too.  It is confusing that myself and I would be in doubt sometimes, well mostly actually, and it's a pain in the ass to find information for certain topics where you have to be questioned again and again what is Yaoi. what is Bara. What is Fujoshi.
So ok, I get confuse.

Who won't?

What else is confusing in Yaoi world...
the Jrock artist in lolita style.
I understand that those that can entertain women with malexmale on stage doing something on each other is called Yaoi. I have a difficulty how to point this out to most people. That these are only entertainers. But if theyre doing it for real, like behind the curtain or in their private moment, then that's something Gay.
And someone would ask me,
"SO yaoi is basically gay?"
ahm...what should  I answer?

I am not always good in explaining because I get fidgety. God forbid me to talk when I am not sure...

So now, my yaoi members are into FUjoshi stuff and I found in Photobucket that picture of a funny-anime -Fujoshi : the girls think it is a serious Fujoshi lookey.
Erm... I dunno exactly...
but looks like, Yaoi girls I know are saying they have fat-thighs-round faces-in physical description.

Man, that look like meh!~

So yah these days, ive been feeling like a Fujoshi from that picture.

JUst type FUjoshi in Photobucket and you'll get to see "her".

maybe ill come back next time to update this blog?

so long, and I gotta sleep.

PS. I wanna put my own design on this journal... Im quite anxious doing it, though. :}
 

This is a starting point for me to write about what I have been doing in Imeem. I thought at first that I should be doing this blog on the website itself, but I find myself conflicting interest with the others. I have to make another account or make a group only for my Imeem journals? Since I have a blog already for my own profile there, that I don't want to be updated everyday. Anyway... what am I going to write about Imeem in an LJ website?

Well, I thought it would be a different change for me. Since friendster blog has limited capacity, I decided that LJ is a way better site to store my entries. Besides this, I have the best community blogs and groups to join in here ^^.

Today, I decided to post some Loveless Icons I found @ Pink Meringue Site. Aren't they lovely? I am sure, the members of my Yaoi group there would love it to bitz! :D

And from the Shoujo Manga Group of my friend, SMLg (Shojo Manga Lovers group) , I am able to post some Clannad Anime Icons I found HERE. Another set of beautifully made Clannad icons, right? :D

I have been staying infront of photoshop for like 2 -3 hours and yet, I couldn't make up my mind or vision what the May Month Theme for my Yaoi group would be. *sighs*

I wanted "Only the Ring Finger Knows" ,  but I want to use the full head of the characters, not just a part of it. The pictures I've found online were mostly from the cover of the manga. So I left a message in the Private group of HY saying that I couldn't find better pictures for ORFK, if I can't find better pictures then I won't be reluctant to use Yamane Ayano's manga; it wasn't too long till a member posted a comment back.  She said, she prefers Yamane Amano rather. I take that as a sign. ^^

So I found some great pics of Yamane's Artbook @  just say goodbye  Artbook Collection. Feel free to browse them, too :D

I talked to a long time friend, let's call her Ms. F. And she was troubled. So I listened to her ever-long private message as a reply to my long reply earlier, lmao. I find talking to her today (on email) relaxing.

I am a Yaoi Fan. Actually I own a Yaoi group in Imeem.com called "Heaven of Yaoi" , as dedicated and inspired by the formidable Yaoi Heaven site. What's good Imeem is that it is easier to personalize your website and group site. As part of my responsible is to take a daily dose of Yaoi-Ness, I watch/read/search for Yaoi things/infos/datas that I think what my members need. So for 3 days already, I have been watching Gakuen Heaven, 2nd time because I have forgotten the story and characters. You might ask, how could I?!? I can say... memory loss can happen to older people... I am not an exception to that! Kidding... I honestly forget things. Say no more of that ^^.

What's funny about Gakuen Heaven is that at the beginning of each episode, you will hear the conversation of two men, as if doing "something" related to Yaoi. ~ Smut~ But NO, actually, they're just... talking about something. So don't expect daring Yaoiness on this one.

After Episode 5, I will go back to my searches for Yaoi Mangas, icons, pictures, and infos. Will stop by at Mommie Dee's LJ fanfic area before I sleep. Ah,  I just hope I'd be able to cope up with these activities till 2nd week of May.

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